I couldnt control myself. my tears.
everything just flash through my mind.
it feels like June again.
Its just not the same anymore.
I wanted to see you so badly but time doesnt allow us.

I wish I could starve myself.
I wish I could make you smile.
I wish I could make you laugh.

But I failed to do so.
Had Magnum. I thought ice cream would cheer me up alittle,but it didnt.
What am I suppose to do now? I hate everything that is happening now.
I wish I was still a kid now.
I wish you were here.
its been 5days.
Maybe my dad wasnt tht bad afterall.
Cause I just got brainwashed by dave this afternoon.
I knw Im materiallistic but what can I do? Its like the people tht you knw are influencing you isnt it? Im not sure about this but my mum is materialistic too.
So what does this mean? Like mother like daughter?
I really understand what you meant :)
Can you even shop with $50?
My dad is so damn stingy. i actually spent $50 which is the amount he gave me. and i gave him back $10 cause i know he'll nag. and when he got the $10 back,he said : wah,what did you spent on? Im like WTH. Cause I alrd told him im going to shop. He wont understand cause he never go shopping for clothes unless spoil or etc. STUPID. >:(
I want to change a dad!
GIRLS NEED CLOTHES.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


anw this is a picture of my little cousin :)